In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful
Tonight is Friday night. I usually teach my students about Islamic songs which I ‘ve got from my Singaporean friends and I download from internet. But tonight I couldn’t teach them as I’m not well include my sadness haven’t healed yet. I don’t know when I can feel better as before. After I have a problem as I made a big mistake I never get happiness back ever since. I feel like losing everything like friendships, knowledge, hope…
Every night I always awake in the middle night like someone woke me up and I can’t sleep after that till the time go to work.
I confess that I’m not a good person. I make a lot of mistake to Allah and my friends. Nowadays, I just try to do something for the sake of Allah. Hope Allah forgive me and my friends not upset me anymore. I just got some idea to do sth for Allah as I teach my students about Islamic songs. The reason of this idea is I wish my students like Islamic songs than love songs and they gain knowledge more about islam by those songs. If they listen to love songs too much their heart and Imaan will break.
On Saturday night, I share with my students about hadith in English. I’m not good with it too but I just do whatever I know. Hope all the Hadith I’ve shared with them I can practice after that too. I don’t know that tomorrow I can teach them or not ‘cos I’m not well and still weak.
One more thing, I wish I could go Tabligh in this year for 4 months to ( I.B.P) India, Bangladesh and Pakistan. I don’t hope much that I can go there but Insya’Allah.
May Allah guide me and forgive me for all my mistake I’ve done and hope my friends they forgive and turn back to me as before too. And May Allah blesses and forgive my parents and heal my dad as he sick now. And may Allah blesses and forgive Aunty and her whole family too. Ameen…
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